Wait…weren’t you wearing that…
Yes, I was.
I don’t know about you other depressed people out there but I have a difficult time making decisions. Even the dumbest most insignificant ones— like figuring out what I’m going to wear to school. So, when I finally settle on something that I can actually feel comfortable in, well then I wear it for a few days. It’s much easier to wear the same thing than to have to make a NEW decision on something that worked fine yesterday. Yes, I always always brush my teeth. and try to shower every day (sometimes I don’t have the energy :( ), but the clothes? well, I just can’t be bothered.
Last Friday this girl that I see every day (we happen to have 2 of the same classes), said “You look cute today.” I came very close to laughing in her face. I had only been wearing that outfit for 4 days.
which reminds me, i dislike unobservant people immensely.
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